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Monday, November 2, 2009

Complicated!!!???!!! This time its jst me

Complicated!! Oh really?? Sometimes I feel I ve complicated my simple life for no reason. Come to figure out the reason, I can never really think of a single one! But yeah, lately I ve been experiencing lots and lots of mood swings. Mood swings that are too random that leave alone ppl around me, I cant myself comprehend wht is goin to be the next expression on my face! It might be due to the very new corporate thing ppl call, or it might jst be abt missin the ones who r missin right now in my life!For people around me, I m jst a strange lookin closed box which they dare not to open because once its open, u wud get all confused with how fast i can change my laughing mode to a completely mad version.But yeah, today and always I always am thankful to the great frnds that i ve had..be it in the baddy world or in the clg. Because no matter hw strange i luk or act, they are the ones who actually accepted me the way i am and loved me for the same. they actually expect me to behave this way! they can understand the 'happiness' the 'sadness'the 'anger'..whtever.I may sound very complicated accordint to the crap i m writing today but just to clear myself, i am nt as complicated as ppl might think i m. i m all ordinary jst like nyone around.I may luk very snappish to a few and vry friendly and approachable to others..both at the same time! Dont worry i dnt have that split personality thing! I have this humorous side of me one minute and a sudden burst of anger or sadness the next. I guess, my hormones are jumpy, wild, alive and kicking. They make my mood change from time to time that sometimes I wonder how I can recover from such opposite moods that easily. But yeah, I can easily pull that off. Perhaps, thats one of the perks of having this kind of personality. I learned not to make a big deal out of it. I change my mood every time, anyway.Now, i guess ive given enuf of crap explanation to redeem myself frm a moody person. bt they are nt goin to be enuf to describe me.So for now...this mch crap is enuf to digest fr nyone who reads this :)

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